In anticipation of Snana-yatra and Anavasara in Dallas, Giriraj Swami read and spoke from Sri Caitanya-caritamrta, Madhya-lila, 11.61.
“Hankering to do better means that there is a separation between where you are now and where you want to be, or what you have now and what you want to have in the future. That hankering, which is another side of separation, can go into the chanting—whatever stage we are in. Even if it is just hankering to be able to chant with attention, our chanting can be infused with that mood. It is not something separate but it is something that is infused into the chanting. We want to infuse our chanting of the name with some feeling. And that feeling will come from within our heart. Our hearts have some feelings of spiritual desire—hankering, or separation—so that should be infused into the names we chant. Even if we think, ‘I am too neophyte to have any spiritual feelings’—we do have some feelings: We don’t want to remain neophyte; we want to be able to taste the things we read about and that other devotees have tasted. So put those feelings into the chanting.”